Cruise Control -
Going to do my best to give you something positive to think about and here it is... Ten month's is not a life time... as a matter of fact it's not even a year. This is all to say that it's not over yet. Things will still improve. I have a good friend who is a plastic surgeon here at UCLA and he also rides. Shortly after my surgery I was be-moaning how things suck for me when he reminded/ told me that bones are very very slow to heal but that they do heal and most often back to full strength. Because of their regenerative property they quite literally go back just they way they were. But again, very slow to heal.
Two years from now it is quite likely you will look back on this time and realize that I was right.
Hang in there.
The Big B