You'll die in a ball of flaming glory, and people will stand up at your funeral and say you died doing something you loved.
Or at least that's what the government statisticians say, which is why they put restrictions on new riders and drivers ;)
Take it easy, go for another ride and practice emergency maneuvers, then sit on the couch and have a homebrew. You'll have full access soon enough, and then you'll be able to pucker your sphincter all you want.